The First Month

The want to be with someone is intense. To see someone and see you with them in the most passionate sense you can think of. It takes you over. It makes one wonder about themselves. Do I want a relationship or do I want the first month of a relationship where I am guaranteed the passion that I feel a deep wanting for.
To feel as though I need the passion of looking across a room, finding the person, giving them one simple look. The look of 'I need you. Right. Now.' Then biting your lip and walking away as sexily and tantalisingly as one can think to do.
Maybe Holly Golightly was always right, that you can't tame a wild thing. It's just I never really realised how wild I was until this need overcame me. I want to be with someone passionately, where we need to rip the clothes off of each other or we will just explode. I feel like I need it, and I will go out and find it no matter who I hurt along the way.

What's it like?

What's it like? To be in Love.
To know that you're with someone unconditionally.
To have someone that gives you that look,
You know the look, it's the one that the Disney Princesses get.
What's it like? To feel like that.
To feel so loved that you can just be completely yourself,
No matter what.
To feel as though you're never alone,
because you have them.
To know you're never alone because you have them.

It's like I'm in love. There's no more words than that,
I'm in love.

I'll be Stronger for it!

Having writers block is a painful thing when one writes a blog, or even two (as I do). Especially when one is about a subject which one is passionate about, film. I love film with all my heart, or lets say a majority of my majority of my heart as there are a few special people that have a place in there also, but back to the subject at hand. On my second blog I write film reviews, I want to write a new review each week but every single time I go to write one I go blank. What should I say, what should I write, how much of the story should I reveal, should I put a spoiler in (oh, wait, no, nobody likes that) but this is the only place I have writers block.

When I write a screenplay the story flows out of me like the words are flowing out of me now, it feels natural and comfortable. I love telling stories and when I write a story in the form of a screenplay I can see it in my head. The way I want it to be if it were ever to be made into a film or even a TV show (I'm prepared for both). The industry I so desperately want to be a part of is hard, and cold, and rather unwelcome to a majority of newcomers and yet I am not deterred my this. If anything it is this that makes me determined that the film industry will not swallow me whole and spit me back out leaving me a broken mess on the floor.

Every denial I am most likely to receive is not going to break me, it is going to make me stronger. It shall leave me feeling angry and wanting to improve my work until the point where it shall no longer happen to me, where my work will longer only be an image in my head but an image on a screen. 

The denial of my work will only strengthen me, will only make me work harder.





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I hear the music playing

You Know when you look at someone and hear a song or a piece of music that makes you feel, like really feel something deep down and then you see someone's face in your mind's eye. Then whenever you listen to that song or piece of music all you can see is their face and feel them lying next to you, looking at you, feeling their hands on your skin. Does this mean that you're in love, when all this happens is it a sign to say 'you're in love honey, congrats'. All I know is that I have songs with different people but I don't hear it when I see them or see them when I hear it, and now I have this song and this person and they keep turning up when I hear or when I see. I'm still not going to say it if it means what I think it means, at least not out loud anyway.


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Can you fall too fast?

Can you fall in love too fast? I've been told I do, and I've told others that they have but who am I to say that they were not in love in that moment, who are you to tell me I'm not in love, even the one you love can't tell you that you don't love them because only you truly know when you love someone. Yes, the person you love may not be the one but what does that mean anyway. You can love anyone you want, if you think you've fallen in the space of a week then maybe you have but maybe don't go blurting it out to them because that has a tendency to scare them away.

You can't fall too fast, you may fall before the one you love...it may be after but love is love. When you look at them and you can see only the beauty that they are then you may be in love my friend. It is nothing to be scared of, embrace your feelings and I hope they feel the same way.

Love is beautiful but fragile so be careful that you don't fall to hard otherwise they may not be able to catch you just at the right moment. Trust me, they love you too (even if they won't say it)


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What is love?

What is love and why do we spend our existence searching for it? I realise that not everyone deliberately goes looking for it but surely everyone expects it to happen to them. It's just a thing, we grow up watching films or reading books, or just watching life go by where the guy gets the girl or the girl gets the guy, whether that was from Disney, an action film, or anything else for that matter. We are surrounded by the idea of love and yet nobody can agree on what it actually is.
Try and describe it now, I bet you are um-ing and er-ing at your screen, attempting to think of what your definition of love is. That's it, everyone has their own definition and yet you don't actually know what your own definition of the word is.

I guess Winnie the Pooh had it right all along - "you don't spell it, you feel it"

The reason we can't explain love is because it's a feeling. It's a feeling that causes all the other feelings like happiness, anger, anxiety, sadness and a whole bunch of others that I cannot be bothered to name. It's such a fragile thing and I think we're afraid to put it into a box with a clear definition in case we break what makes it so special.


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