Make it happen

I don't know what to say
I'm a really an old romantic
I have images of us stuck in my head
that you could never think of
I build myself up to think something,
something that I am very aware shall not happen

Even if I told you, I'm not entirely sure that you would make it happen
Maybe I should make it happen
If it's something that I really truly desire
Why should I wait for you?

With you

Alone, no
With you, yes.

I can't quite explain it
Feeling alone when with a person is a feeling.
A feeling I have come to know and be used to
Not feeling alone with you is strange
It makes me think
maybe, just maybe this is something
but this is fun
It's just fun
It's not allowed to be something
but is it even though we try so hard for it not to be?

Are we in the same place?
I'm afraid to ask
It will make things awkward
you know, if we're in different places
and we discuss the different places
It will end

I don't want it to end,
it's such fun to not feel alone.