ok, ok, every single second may be a stretch as there were an awful lot of times in experimental cinema where I very much wished for it to be over but I didn't want this year to end, just that class.
I have no work, just paid work and free time on my hands to do as I wish for the next three months. Not going to lie I feel kind of lost. What do I do now? I have all this time suddenly where I have no assignments, no weekly readings, not even some pressing question put forth in class that I never got to answer and get to think about for hours after the class finished.
What to do, what to do? This is the question I pose to myself. I could attempt to go every which way on the train or maybe see every film that is on at the cinema (maybe even The Angry Birds Movie, because gosh darn it the animation is so gorgeous I do have to say that). But what if I manage to do all that before I even go back to the home county and spend two miserable months there forever wishing to be back in cheltenham living my free adult life. There will always be new films that I can see but I'll miss the people in cheltenham. The new friendships I've made since September, and closer dates than that. What am I going to do with my summer, apart from work?
I just don't want to spend my summer alone in my room doing bugger all with my free time. I think that is the first time ever I have said that and meant it with all my heart.
